I have always hated Facebook, but it comes to be the source of some pleasure- such as personal photograph and what have you, so I have stayed aboard for as long a I can. along comes google+ and it’s a breath of fresh air, no social gaming or unwanted requests, no walls, just the best parts of Facebook and it’s all integrated in my email. facebook is scary to me, they want everything insular and controlled. google is open and accessible to everyone and I’ve also recently stopped reading the news. I am not interested in politrickal drama. I am not interested in celeberity idolatry, I want to live a simpler life that is driven more by my own artistic expression than by other’s personal influence. I don’t give a fuck about trendiness and I don’t not care because it’s hip. I just want more peace and using the amount of technology I have amassed, I need to cut down on services. I disengaged from huffington post, now time to ditch Facebook and move on and have more personal one on ones like this 1on1.
interpret. rational emotionless expression to communicate genuine experience; no pre/subtext
if you don’t like my language - you dont have to be where you are reading these words, you can go be judgmental somewhere else, where somebody might legitimately care. (nobody has said anything, I was just judging myself, stupidly) a lot of the time I am criticizing myself - and it helps me become better at living life in a winning modality - like charlie sheen but with less of a super-ego.
I’m going to go enjoy some gumbo in new orleans while I still have the chance, somehow doing this creation/unloading shit has made me feel better - and I was feeling pretty good before.
What I’ve been listening to: Barr, Sadistik, Eyedea, King Grizzlebeard’s pillbugs
What I’ve been reading: The Great Secret OR Occultism Unveiled by Eliphas Levi
What I did today: Fought with a legitimate witch, then made friends with her and opened my mind to her experiences and knowledge - that taught me some cool shit. New Orleans is cool shit.
extreme agnosticism helps me to take things less seriously - and more seriously for that matter - I used to fucking HATE hypocrites, the only people I used to hate. now I’m older and better and know that I am a hypocrite and so are you - we have to be, unless we’re Jesus.
Jesus was cool but it’s impossible.
Christians have fucked up a really cool belief system (that of forgiveness) - and turned it into a dark, fear-eating monster. I cry when I think about that and it makes me feel relief.
the freedom to be who i am and engage in my true will is something tangibly reedemable
the pleasure derived from having my dick sucked by fans is disposable (but there is a time and place for everything)
i’m going to call the president of tumblr and video record it - hopefully I’ll be able to convince him to promote some changes that will make it a more efficient tool.
